Ghost

I’m just so frustrated.

It always seems impossible until it’s done.

Faustina’s with Abs! <3

Last Friday Night!

Tresto (8:30-12 midnight)
dinner + 2 buckets of beer + kwentuhan

7-eleven (12 midnight - 1am)
chips + kwentuhan to kill time

V3 (1-4am)
videoke + 1 bucket of beer + kwentuhan + jammm!

Campus Tour (4-5:30am)
UP Gate -> Kwek kwek Tower -> CPark -> OPark -> Torii -> SU -> Baker -> CEAT -> PhySci -> BioSci -> Main Lib -> Dorm :)))

Had a blast!

I love you Tatay.

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Bakit may hangganan ang buhay? Hindi ko maintindihan. “Condolence” hindi ko nga alam yung totoong ibig sabihin nun e. Ilang beses ko nang naisulat yun sa mga sobre, sinabi sa ibang tao, pero ngayon na ako ang nakakatanggap nun, ang sakit pala.

Hindi ko alam saan ako magsisimula. :( Hindi ko talaga alam. Mahal na mahal kita Tatay :( Nung nalaman ko pa lang, sabi ko agad “Hindi mo man lang kami inintay, alam mo namang pupunta kami diyan sa birthday mo”, “Hindi mo man lang ako inintay gumraduate” Pero narealize ko na napaka-selfish ko. Sarili ko pa din inisip ko. :(

Tanda ko pa dati lagi tayong hati sa candy na kinukuha mo sa tindahan. Maxx na red, haha. Bata pa ko nun e. Hindi ko pa kaya yung isang buo. Lagi mo pa ko ipinapasyal sa Parian, sa Fort Santiago, sa Herald, sa kung saan-saan. Kasi malakas ka pa nun e. Tapos ako yung una mong apo. Tanda ko pa nga nagpabili pa ko sayo ng ipit nun, tapos pag nakikita ko ngayon yung ipit na yun nagtataka ko kung bakit yellow. Haha. Tapos dati pag matutulog ako sa inyo, lagi mo pa kong kinukwentuhan tungkol kay matsing, pagong, rabbit, tapos gigisingin kita kapag nakakatulog ka na sa gitna ng kwento tapos kung anu-ano nang kwento pinagsasabi mo haha. Tapos nung isang beses sabi ko sa inyo ko matutulog, pero nung iniwan na ko ni mama, iyak ako ng iyak. Tapos nagsuka pa ko nun haha. Tapos kalagitnaan ng gabi, hinatid mo pa ko sa dati naming bahay kasi nga iyak ako ng iyak. Parang ngayon lang.

Sana nakasama pa kita nang mas matagal. Sana malapit lang kami sa inyo. Sana lagi mo pa din akong kinukwentuhan. Sana kahit nagkalayo tayo naramdaman mong love na love kita :( Sana hindi kulang yung mga sinabi kong I love you, yung mga yakap ko pag nagkikita tayo. :(

Wala na. Wala na kong lolo :( Mamimiss kita Tatay :( Salamat sa pag-aalaga mo sakin, saming lahat. I love you :(

The perks of being a graduate. Or Not.

I actually don’t know why I’m doing this shit but (oh look, this and shit are anagrams!) I just want to have a positive outlook on whatever future I might have (in the future). In this post, I am going to enumerate perks of both graduating this semester and the opposite. So yeah here it goes:

Perks of graduating this semester:

  • well, first is of course, you are now a graduate
  • you can have a decent job
  • you are now independent and freeeeeeeee
  • OWN MONEY
  • actually it’s all about the money, money, money

Perks of not graduating this sem:

  • ELBI <3
  • well they said, studying is easier compared to working (obviously)
  • I can have all the time in the woooorld!
  • Vacation overlooooad!
  • I can still ask my parents for money huehuehue (or have a part time job or online job or freelance)

Gahd I made not graduating sound more appealing! hahaha :))) Too optimistic huh? Oh well, back to work!

My father had taught me to be nice first, because you can always be mean later, but once you’ve been mean to someone, they won’t believe the nice anymore. So be nice, be nice, until it’s time to stop being nice, then destroy them.

Laurell K. Hamilton (via stay-ocean-minded)

(Source: makelovetothemoon)

If you want to kill yourself, kill what you don’t like. I had an old self that I killed. You can kill yourself too, but that doesn’t mean you got to stop living.

So, what’s up?

I’m totally not doing well. Neither physically, mentally nor emotionally. Totally. Not. Doing. Well.

I’m confused. I don’t know what to do. No, let me rephrase that. I actually know what I must do. I just don’t want to do it. And it’s bad. Because. I don’t know. I am just so tired of all the things in my mind right now and I just want to freeze the time and escape.

I am emotionally unstable. Stressed. Almost depressed. Right now, all I want is to flee and be free. Free from all the things that hurts and pains me.

Please be sensitive enough…

Yeah it’s my fault for not going against you. But can’t you see I’m studying? I am allowing you to play music, yes. But please be sensitive enough by not singing out loud with matching table tapping, etc.

And yes, I am so pissed right now. Thanks.

Kung may time machine ako…

  • Babalikan ko yung araw na nag-fill-up ako ng UPCAT Application Form at hindi ko ilalagay ang BS Computer Science.
  • Kung masyadong malayo yun, babalik na lang ako sa OF Days ko at magshishift ako to: Vet, Nutri or Econ
  • Malayo pa din ba yun? Sige kahit ibalik mo na lang ako sa SP1. Lilipat ako ng adviser tapos dun ako mapupunta sa SP na nagmomodel ng mga buildings sa UPLB.
  • Malayo pa din? Pwede na rin yung start nitong sem na to tapos magmamakaawa ako kay sir Samaniego na payagan niya kong mag SP3 hahaha.

Bwisit na SP to.

My baby boy wearing the cone of shame :3

UP FAIR 2014! \m/

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Spent my post-valentine’s with these people! :)

To be honest, I didn’t have the chance to fully enjoy the night. I was expecting for something better. Why? Mosh pit, baby! Before that, let me tell you the whole story ;)

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